I write from the depths of my soul.
Dip my pen into my heart and ,
let the blood drip on the pages,
colouring them crimson.
It shrieks ‘Danger’, beware of,
the ramblings of the crazy writer,
she’s demented and insane, beware.
My writings are tainted with my,
clotting, congealing blood,
hence the stench of grief and pain.
You can smell my rotting flesh and,
dried up stinking blood.
And you are assailed by the whiff,
of my despair and agony.
With each stroke of my pen,
I bleed some more onto the pages,
staining them, soaking them ,
with my lonely outpourings,
my tragic heartbreak,
my despondent feelings,
and poignant emotions.
I cry while writing and the ink,
runs, smudging the pristine papers,
with a tinge of sorrow, grief and,
unbearable agony and ecstasy.
Agony of heartache and ecstasy of Love.
Lucks aka Sulekha
Again Mitr – are you for real???? Really???? Fantastic and kind of goes with the mood I am in.
Same here, feeling so sad. Thanks Mitr.
This is really heart-wrenching. I hope that this honest type of writing is therapeutic and you are finding the comfort you are needing.
Thank you so much for putting Ardith's Quest on your blog list. That is very cool. 😉
Feel better.
Ardith, we are a different breed altogether, crazy and confused but writing does help a lot. Your blog is excellent hence on my list 🙂
thanks.
wow this is raw,, You must be really low and I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your putting this on paper helps you see a way out of the sadness.
By the way I was having a small snack before bed when I read
My writings are tainted with my,
clotting, congealing blood,
hence the stench of grief and pain.
You can smell my rotting flesh and,
dried up stinking blood.
Instead I had a glass of water lol
Have a good day and be well!!
" …with my lonely outpourings"
You are never alone.
@Jim, some days nothing helps, and on other days it does. You have a good day too,thanks.
@Jim, aren't we all? thanks.
so true n such real feelings..
Don knw y..but sumtyms we feel so low….jus lyk that…nothin seems to please us…we feel lyk loosers….we don want to knw y…we jus feel lyk crying…n we feel better…don knw y…
lyf is lyk that…but it Rocks!!!
U Rock too Sulekha!!
🙂
Hope you feel better soon, tomorrow is a new beginning in life. That's the great thing about sorrow and sadness, it always passes with time. Like you, writing helps me greatly in the low periods. Have a great day!!!
@Nandini, thanks for the rocking compliment.
like you say in your blog, Yeh saali zindagi 🙂
@David, thanks and wish you the same, writing helps a lot.
don't bleed out i want to read more, great poem and post keep it coming. with great joy i read.
Thanks Roy, really really appreciate your heartwarming compliments.
WOW – I can feel your pain as you write, bearing yourself to your pages through your words. Awesome post
Thanks, SJ. Some days one just writes, without thinking…today was such a day.
Wonderful dearest Lucks…compile all these lovely pieces and publish a book!! You rock girl!!
Thanks a ton, SS, you inspire me to.
Wow what strong imagery Outlier. Heart wrenching.
Thanks Rimly, it is a bit much, one of those days..
I almost smelt blood… and it was sweet!! <3
Thanks, Chokher :). You are the best <3