Epiphany

I had an Epiphany today.
I don’t exist
I don’t matter
For
I am not here
I am a figment,
of my imagination
A minuscule,
negligible cell,
Of no importance
I had an epiphany today.
I don’t exist.

Everything I see and feel
Isn’t real,
it’s a mirage
An illusion,
to keep me confused
I am watching a movie,
in which,
The main actor is me
And
The villain is me as well
I am the movie
I am the audience
I am the screen
I am the theatre
I had an epiphany today
I don’t exist.

The friends,
and family around
Are holographic images
The emotions,
and feelings I feel
Induced sensations
Bonds of love and affection
Tenuous and fragile
Someone else,
is pulling the strings
We mere puppets,
are performing
I had an epiphany today
I don’t exist

These seven to eight decades
Living on this planet,
Over in the blink of an eye
We have been taken for a ride
We think we ARE, we are not.

We are
Inconsequential beings
Specs of dust,
on the surface
We are nonexistent
I had an epiphany today
I don’t exist.